Healing from a painful past

“Growing up, I believed my grandparents were my parents until I discovered the truth. The revelation left me bitter and angry, questioning why my biological parents had left me. I dropped out of school and had to fend for myself at the age of 17. Life became a struggle as I had to work to support myself, contribute to bills, and ensure I had food on the table.

My first encounter with abuse occurred when I could not afford transportation to work. A man offered me the money I needed in exchange for sexual favours. The pain and violation I experienced left me feeling emotionally dead and hopeless. Another incident followed when my manager at work assaulted me. I felt utterly alone, ashamed, and without anyone to confide in or protect me.

The weight of my circumstances pushed me to contemplate suicide as the only way out. Believing death would put an end to my suffering, I locked myself in a bathroom, consumed pills, and hoped to fade away. However, my sister discovered my attempt and rushed to save me, giving me milk to neutralise the pills.

It was during this dark period that my sister, who was a member of the Universal Church, invited me to attend services.  The pastor encouraged me to continue coming and I participated in the chains of prayers for my inner healing. I decided to commit myself to God. Over time, I found solace and healing in my faith. God transformed my life completely, granting me peace, joy, and happiness that I never thought possible.

Today, I am married with three beautiful children and I have a fulfilling job. I no longer dwell on my past traumas but view them as experiences I have overcome. I am no longer depressed or suicidal. Through my faith, I found freedom from trauma, pain, and regret,” said Charmaine.