Lost and Afraid
It is never easy to deal with fear for it is the initiator of all the enemies of faith: anxiety, doubts, insecurity, uncertainty and so on.
Most people who struggle because of constant failure are likely to be trapped in a mind-set that compels them to feel and believe that they are lost and afraid.
That is the reason why the Lord Jesus Christ came, to rescue those who are confused and disoriented.
"The Spirit of the Lord is upon Me, because He has anointed Me to preach the gospel to the poor; He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives and recovery of sight to the blind, to set at liberty those who are oppressed..." Luke 4:18 (NKJV)
You are not wrong to think that you are in no condition to change your situation, but you are wrong to think that you have no way out! Although you do not have the strength to change your life, God has the power to do it for you ... yes, to proclaim liberty and give you a new life.
It can sound difficult and nearly impossible, as was the case of Moses and the Red Sea, Daniel in the Lion’s den, David and Goliath, but they happened. They conquered and you will conquer too! How? Leave it with God!
Your part will be to trust Him, obey His words and follow His instructions. The rest of it, He will sort out!
God bless you all